"The Lord will guide you continually, and satisfy your soul in drought, and strengthen your bones; You shall be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters do not fail." NKJV

Tuesday, December 8, 2020

COVID part 1

       Just to catch things up 2019 was a Big Year for us.  My mother died in sept (she was 103) and both our daughters got married.  Madeleine and Allen married in Sept at KY dam Village.  Sophia and Oliver married in Dec in London.  Big Changes in 2019.

       2020 started like most other years.  There was book club, work, appointments.  I made plans to go to a conference in Chattanooga at the end of Feb with a former coworker, Tonya.  I had been hearing about a novel virus from Wuhan china.  I actually had a 12 year old come to the ER with a fever and his mom wanted a test for this Corona virus.  The boy's teacher had gone to china and then handed out candy to the kids.  The boy had influenza, but I did some research about testing for this new corona virus from China.  There was no testing except at the state lab and they did not recommend testing unless the patient met strict criteria.  (this 12 year old patient did not) I asked around the physicians I work with about what they thought about this new virus.  Mostly I got shrugs.  Dr Martin was the exception and he said that he was stocking up on essentials.  Then we went to an ER conference in Chattanooga.  Physicians from Vanderbilt spoke at the conference about how this virus was going to overwhelm our healthcare system. There would be shortages of protective equipment.  They spoke about how contagious this virus is and deadly. We would have drive through testing centers.  I know they said the word pandemic.  This left us speechless and scared.  Tonya and I immediately ordered a few N95 masks from amazon for too much money.  We pictured working long exhausting hours.  

      We came back to work and were called to get fit tested for  N95 masks.  I knew things were serious when the NCAA basketball tournament was cancelled.  Everyday brought a new change.  One day a nurse was wearing a mask. The next day everyone was.  We had a new door to enter work by.  There were lots of administrative meetings.  Testing was still very limited.  Schools and every activity were cancelled.  Restaurants closed.  Our first COVID patient in the ER was an older man who had been on a cruise and then came down with appendicitis.  No one suspected COVID.  My first patient had vomiting and diarrhea and the test I did was almost a fluke.  Everyone was told to stay home so a lot of people did.  Our volume in the ER was cut in half.  Patients apologized for coming in when they had a broken bone.  Our employer cut our hours drastically. They also gave providers a 10% pay cut which they would reinstate later and then pay us back when able.  They said it was a national emergency and our contracts were invalid.  One midlevel left.  The remaining 3 of us split what hours we had.  I worked 9 shifts in April and 5 shifts in may.  I work with 2 guys who were supporting their families so I let them have more shifts.  This was not how I had pictured a pandemic being.  I stayed home and gardened.  We really worked on some changes to our garden and improving the soil.  I was determined to keep the weeds out too, so I mulched and mulched.

      In June I had an unexpected  two week stretch off.  We had bought a new camper in 2019 and were anxious to take a big trip so this was a perfect opportunity (kind of).  June 17th we left home to go to the Dakotas.  I wanted to see Mt Rushmore and the Badlands. My parents had lived in Garrison, North Dakota in the 50's before I was born and I wanted to see that too.  My dad had worked on building the Garrison dam.  We also discovered harvest hosts and boondocking.  It was a really good trip.  We loved South Dakota and especially the badlands. Hot springs SD was a nice little town.  I had just read Undaunted Courage about Lewis and Clark so we made that a part of the trip by going to see Sgt Floyd's grave, Fort Mandan and stayed at Lewis and Clark state park in Iowa where they had a replica of their keelboat.  I loved the book and seeing the Missouri river and replicas of their fort and keelboat made the whole book come alive for me.  We came home in a rainstorm to an overflowing garden.  Covid was not too much of a thought for us while we were gone.  We wore masks in stores and gas stations but the camper was our home.  So glad we got to make the trip.

    Back at work in July we all got 10 shifts a month. (almost full time) Our ER volume was slowing creeping back up.  Fourth of July was pretty much cancelled.  We learned how to zoom.  In person Church was cancelled in March but we get together for worship on face book and then coffee hour on zoom.  I have attended services in Paducah and at the national cathedral.  I'm getting used to going to church in my bathrobe. I figured this pandemic would be ending by fall anyway.  It just hasn't turned out that way.

Monday, December 7, 2020

7 year hiatus

   I have forgotten all about blogging.  It’s been 7 years.  Amazing that I could even log in.  So much has happened in 7 years there is no way to catch up so I will just have to start again.  That’s how life seems to be.  Sometimes you just get back to it and start again.  so.......

Friday, December 20, 2013

Graduation

   My Baby graduated from Murray State on Dec 14th 2013.  What a glorious day to have the last one out of college.  And my mom got to come for the graduation.  I'm sure Christmas won't top this this joy!



Happy Graduation Madeleine!  Now it's time to go out in the real world  and I can't help but feel nostalgic.  It's a tough economy out there.

Book Club

The Graves County Library Book club has been around for number of years now.  I joined early on after I had no luck getting a book club going among my friends. And this might even be a better arrangement because we certainly have diverse views.   At our Dec meeting we shared some Christmas food together and good cheer.  It was nice.  Nancy is our recent new leader.  She's our third librarian to have this role.  She brings a lot of enthusiasm and is welcomed.  We do miss our former leader Deena but her schedule changed (for the better) and she had to leave us.  I guess my most favorite new author this year has been Jesse Stuart.  We read a collection of his poems and short stories that fascinated me.  He's a classic KY author and educator.  I loved his violent struggle with his own community to bring about change and progress.  I also loved a story he wrote about a KY wildcat.  He lived in a different time and it was interesting to get a glimpse into that.  Right now we are reading Brave New World by Aldous Huxley.  I love the way the book club expands my horizons.  It's a bit of work but it's been worth it all.

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Nolan Reunion 2013

   The last weekend in July a big group of Nolan's gathered at Ky Dam Village in Gilbertsville.  We had 31 altogether and lots of kids.  We rented 4 -2 bedroom cabins and one 3 bedroom.  We enjoyed some good food together and went out on the lake.  We also went horseback riding and a few made a trip to Hancock's in Paducah.  It was good to catch up with family that we don't see all that often and to see how much the babies have grown.



Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Mama

  
Last night at work I took care of a patient who was 12 and was quite ill.  Her mother was mentally challenged.  Luckily she had a grandmother to lean on.  It made me think about how blessed I have been having my mama.  Actually I have been thinking this for years now but this incident prompted me to actually express my feelings.  Mama will be 97 this year.  She is staunchly independent and still lives alone.  She was 46 when I was born.  Our family is rather unique in that there's 25 years age difference between me and my oldest sister.  I have a brother and two sisters that never lived in the house when I did.  I do have two sisters that were older, that I grew up with.  My dad worked hard his whole life as a construction worker.  Mama stayed home with us.  I often wondered what she did all day.  I couldn't imagine being a stay at home mom until my kids came along and then I began to realize the importance of it.  Mama took care of everything at home for Daddy.  All he had to do was to go to work.  Mama managed all the money, us kids, daddy, cooking- everything.  All six of us have college degrees and are productive members of society.  Mama had 6 kids and now has 11 grandkids and 16 great grand kids and even a great great grandchild (That's 5 generations apart).  She has lived in the same house in Memphis for over 40 years.   I haven't always agreed with my mama but she has been a rock for me in my life.  She has encouraged me, loved me, taught me scolded me when I needed it.  I can remember her saying "If I can just live long enough to get Helen through high school- then college"  She never expected to live a long life because she had experienced so many deaths in her and Daddy's family.  How blessed I have been to still have her. She has gotten to witness my kids growing up.   She is really a rock of stability in my life and I can only thank God for her every single day.
 

Friday, April 5, 2013

Computer Confessions

   Sometimes you do things that are just so dumb and wrong that you have to finally confess.  It's a long story one I hope that you can learn from.  Sometime ago I recieved an email from my daughter in Amsterdam wanting me to look at a house.  It looked like a remax site.  So I opened it and looked at it.  To do that I had to put my email in.  I thought it was kind of strange- not her style of house and shortly after that she posted on facebook not to open any email from her about a house because her account had been hacked into.  Well I already had- so I ran my virus software and changed my email address and got nervous.  We had some friends come over and they told us their tale of having their email hacked into and someone ordered gift cards and merchandise on their wal mart account.  They got it straightened out and didn't have to pay but still it just makes you worry and I got more nervous.  My laptop computer, which I had used to open that bogus email began to run slow and wouldn't print.  I tried to contact a guy who had done some computer work for me but he wasn't reachable- apparently he moved or just stopped working on computers.  I figured I needed windows dumped and reloaded and he had done this for me before.  I left the laptop just sitting for a week or so and then I got it out again.  It seemed to work okay so I purchased a software program from my virus protection company- AVG that was supposed to improve your computer performance.  Well I couldn't get it to run after purchasing it so I called AVG to straighten this out.  Or so I thought I called AVG.  I talked to a nice computer guy who said he would check out my computer when I told him I was having printer problems.  He connected to the computer remotely and after some checks "a supervisor" got on the phone and told me my computer was infected with a trojan and someone else could monitor everything I did.  My worst nightmare was true!  Then they put the high power sale pitch on you- you know how that is.  For just 349$  they would fix everything and provide me lifetime virus protection with microsoft.  I still thought this was AVG and was beginning to think it somewhat strange.  Sahil said that they would refund the money I spent with AVG for virus protection, so against my better judgement I said okay.   The next day I became worried about the whole "purchase".  I called AVG and they do not offer telephone support.  The company that had "fixed" my computer was we24support maybe a real company but certainly with shady business practices.  I called my credit card company and reported the 349$ as fraud.  I also cancelled my credit card.  I'm not sure about my computer functioning as we speak.  Are the other two computers in the house in danger?  Was my computer really infected with a trojan?  Does we24support have all my information on my computer?  Am I liable to pay the 349$  It all makes my head spin and in the meantime I'm also whacking myself on the head for being so dumb.