I am nearing the end of my work career. I look forward to retirement on some level but I also can't help but look back and marvel at the journey. It's been a long and winding road. I've taken some detours and breaks along the way. I have always sought to challenge myself though and I find myself in the ER now. It can be a tough job. I have to deal with complex patients and tough social situations. I keep trying to be a better listener. It's never ending learning and change. Mostly I like my job, but it can be hectic and stressful. I want to help people and sometimes it's just sewing up a cut. Sometimes it's listening or breaking bad news to them. Often I can relieve their physical pain. Sometimes I'm just a witness to their tragedy. I have lots of stories from my time in this strange place and I know I will miss it when I retire.
I've been thinking about how important schedule is for your work life. I've sometimes made job decisions based on it and I know other people have too. I left a secure 9-5 M-F position to embrace a variable, holiday and weekend responsibility. This isn't what people usually chose. I always felt that I was in jail working 9-5 though. I glory in being off during the week when other people are working. I like to be able to choose my time off rather than be confined to weekends. I do love my time off. We like to garden, camp and travel. Work is important but so is living a good life.
